Saturday, May 31 @ 1:14:00 AM

NOTING SEEMS TO CURE ME!!!
NOT MY DRINK!!!
NOTHING!!!
I NEED TO MOVE ON!!!
I NEED TO STAND UP!!!
I NEED TO BE STRONG!!! EVEN WHILE I AM ALONE IN THE NIGHT

Friday, May 30 @ 3:31:00 AM

GOD MY TEARS JUST CANT STOP FLOWING

AND MY HEART HURTS

LOOKS LIKE I WONT BE SLEEPING AGAIN

PS: MOVE ON!!!

Wednesday, May 28 @ 4:06:00 PM

so long never update le!!!! Busy busy and busy everyday also very busy!!!! Last Saturday was my cousin's wedding everything is so nice larx!!!!!! expect for the fact that we need to wake up early( you know is like Saturday a day for me to sleep late but have to wake up early) okay okay back to topic. The morning ceremony is impressive enough le larx!!!! Standard!!!! all those drink tea larx and stuff But later on, after all those thing the impressive stuff is the actually haven sign their marriage certificate, i always think that they are suppose to sign le den hold all this things de but not for their so special right. my cousin specially invitited the people from ROM to help them hold the signing paper at the pool side in their condo. the whole place was so nicely decorated with ribbons and balloons and stuff larx!!! like in drama show like that larx!!!! soooo sweetttt!!!!! den at night the wedding dinner was held at a hotel in town area (fucking rich larx!!!) but the most improtant thing is the food there is soooo nice and the serving portion was BIG!!!! i stop eatting at the fifth course already larx!!!! TOooo full to even drink the red wine ... so wasted... if i know is going to taste so nice i will make sure i strave myself a few day before going so that i can swallow all de food in !!!!!!!! WAHAHAHA!!!!! and one more thing the wedding gift that they have at the dinner was so niceeeeee... A HANDPHONE STRAP OF A COUPLE!!!!

soooo kawaiii!!!!!!!!!!!! and i forget one very improtant thing because my cousin is actually from the army soooooooooo at the start of the ceremony you know those drama the army holding sword the the newly wed will walk through it so nice right ... ya that's all

Tuesday, May 27 @ 3:44:00 PM

new photo taken with this current class

Sunday, May 18 @ 1:34:00 AM

so many things happen this whole week

firstly in school, JS and me. P08 and us. thank god that everything has so call finally reach to an end however cuts and still cuts even though we had talk it out but what is done cannot be undone that feeling within us will always be there. AND I REALLY HATE THAT JS

today in under 16 team

conflicts and politics

argument and dislike

but all this make me realise something

my under 16 love each and other alots!!!!!!!

and i am so happy and proud of it.

TO: MY LOVELY AND CUTE BUNCH OF UNDER 16

teaching you guys make me really tired

there is alot of consideration i need to take, every move i take effect everyone of you, which never happen in the past cause i do things the way i feel like it should be done

no happy= dun do

happy = do lorx

but now, things are different

happy = do lorx

no happy = also need to do

cause i must be responsible to every one of you, and this responsible is a huge one to me

however, I am really happy that i had taken this responsibility

even though alot of time i really feel like backing up

like just give up on you guys, give up coaching

but at least for now at this very moment, i think that whatever that i had done is worth it

i know that i maybe very fierce during training

scolding you all and stuff

but deep down inside it hurts

i don't know why

"scold scold scold"

but then when i see you guys carrying out the punishment, especially when i knew that all of you are so drained out because of the training i felt so sad and deep down inside i know that all of you will be cursing me but i really hope that this will make you guys learn is for you own good, i will not gain the stamina, or skills that you learn during game but these will carry on with you for every game that you play and as you progress to under 18

few more weeks before you all go down there to show others what you have got

so lets bear with each other and the training that we have got to attend

"DO YOU GUYS WANT TO WIN"

"LET'S GET HARD WORKING NOW"

"AND LET'S GET OURSELVES IN TOP 4"

"AND LET'S WORK HAND IN HAND TOGETHER"

"CAUSE I AM NOTHING WITHOUT YOU"

Monday, May 5 @ 10:57:00 PM

I AM SOOOOOO SORRYYYYYY!!!!!

Today I did something that I feel really bad towards someone. Of course is not a crime like stealing and stuff...... But I have disrespected or have taken someone for grunted who I really respect by playing a trick/doing something stupid like playing DARE game. At first I was kind of piss of with how the person actually handle this situation like calling someone else and telling it to other... You know after all, is between us but I WAS TOTALLY WRONG!!!! I was super guilty after that larx!!! When I ask that someone else what actually did the one who I respect told that her I REALISED SOMETHING!!!! You know what I thought I was someone like "just" friend of yours not important at all but instead of being disgusted by the things that I have done. You did something that really surprise like "caring" for me asking if i am okay a not!!!! And only then that I put myself into your shoe. Like if I was you I am sure that I will not only be irritated but to also piss off, worried for someone but it turn out to be a stupid and childish trick of mine. I am really gald that I have made a friend like you. Thanks for your forgiveness. (" Forget my childish act okay? Promise to you that this will be the only and last time i will do this kind of things to you.")

Saturday, May 31 @ 1:14:00 AM

Friday, May 30 @ 3:31:00 AM

Wednesday, May 28 @ 4:06:00 PM

Tuesday, May 27 @ 3:44:00 PM

Sunday, May 18 @ 1:34:00 AM

Monday, May 5 @ 10:57:00 PM

I AM SOOOOOO SORRYYYYYY!!!!!

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