something bad happen again
i am very sad and disappointed in the way one does thing
i really dun understand why must this been done
is it to pls someone else by making me a joke ma
the way and tone you say it is like so "never mind" like that
but for me to hear it is the more "never mind" means the more it came out from your heart
you say it like no body business
and wants me to not be sad about it cause is only a joke
but indeed your words have hurt me the most
and your action show how much a friend i mean to you
will you do this to other?
or am i the only one that you know i wont mind even if you does this
i know there is times that i am mean to you
i also know that you do treat me good in some ways that me myself dun even realise
but why is it that sometimes i feel like i am a nobody to you that wont even bother or care
is my existence so lightly to you all
i have tried i really have tried to forget and forego this
and i will
but i dun know how many times can i do it
i ask myself why didnt i react at the spot so that you know what you have done has hurt me
but i really dun know wat kind of reaction should i have at the moment
cry, i have done that le but you never realise that i was crying
leave, i left straight after you fall asleep but you never realise as well
so what should ?
can you pls tell me the reason why ?
