I FINALLY GOT DE TIME TO SIT IN FRONT OF DE COM!!!!!!!!!!!!since Monday my life is in a total disrupt!!!!!!
normally is to sleep @ 5/6am in de morning
NOW!!! need to wake up @4am
and de thing to do is soooooo many!!!!
i didn't even have time to go to tea room for a slip of water
running here and there de whole time
and de worse of all is de weather is horrible
i am totally stick to my uniform by de mid of de day
another de so call " SISTER " of de ward expect that
he is a guy is totally unbelievably irritating keep on ordering us around doing things like moving de chairs and bundling up de curtains ppl wan take record taken vital signs dun let me record ask me to move chairs and scold me for de things that i am not even in charge of like de cubical in my cubical how i know who are de patients funny lehxbut at least i had tried feeding by tube even though i got scolded for doing it cause is not in my learning expectant ions but i am accompanied by a staff wat!!!!
if that is chance that we can per-experience stuff that we are going to learn very soon isn't that good
at least you got a bit of touch of it wat!
but i am sure i am getting hands on de stuff that we need to perform!!!
like my bP taking are now very fast and accurate and i will not forget to chart my intake output chart
my friends say i am crazy cause i actually say i kind of like attachment more den school expect for de long hours that is totally unbearable
anyway i and in respiratory medicine and cardio-vascular ward
SO COOL RIGHT!!!!!but two of them had passed way since Monday
HEARTBROKEN!!!!!even they can not from my cubical but i still feel de sadness inside me
life and death is just so fast you will never know when is it coming you will never have enough time @ the moment of deathbut even that is so death is a nature course which everyone will experience so appreciate wat you have now keep de ones around you happy so that when death is creeping near you you will feel ready and be able to let go